I decided to come back. I need somewhere to let my thoughts out. It could get scary, but for anyone that still remembers I existed I'll be posting at a new journal.

I'm through with Livejournal. Not that I don't love you all, but it feels like a chore to keep up with this thing. Find me if you want:,br>
AIM: thedude ofwhales

Myspace, or facebook search for: Kasey Goff

So how much did I miss? I'm trying to catch up with yall's lives. *glomps*

I really hate school work. I'm having to work hard to make up the weeks worth of homework my teachers neglected to give me before I went on vacation like I asked them to do very nicely. Anyway, I won't get everything done before they average this months grades & my report card is going to be really low I bet. I don't like having low grade cards. I'm a procrastinator & a lazy bum but I want to at least keep an ABC average. Two years of high school to go I need some kind of standards. Anyway, I'm going to look for a job soon after I get my work made up. I need to start saving for a car and college. Plus, it'd be nice to have some money xD! My bearshare expired & now I can't listen to any of the music I downloaded, which pisses me off because I really loved the 40 songs I downloaded, especially Heroin Diaries.

I miss today, I miss the past

I miss my veins 'cause they've collapsed.

A simple thought occurs to me,



I'm face down on the tracks.

The train is coming fast

And it's not derailing.

It's not the first time;

And this won't be the last,

That my heart is failing.


As the blood is rushing

to my head,

And from my wrists.

I'm in love with all the things I know I should resist.

I just did a huge friends/community cut so if you want to be readded you can comment here.

If there are one or more people on your friends list who make your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

I don't wanna go to school tomorrow! *whines* <----- I tried to sound like a whiny little kid ON PURPOSE btw.

Oh my God, I'm such a slacker. My updates are short & choppy & I never comment anymore. I need to make it up to you guys somehow. My greatest journal hasn't been updated since like September, lol. Anyhow, in hopes of a fresh new start I changed my layout. It's really different in a creepy way because it's not like me at all, but I really love it for some odd reason. We're finally out for Christmas break! WOOT! In which case, there should be more ramblings soon.